I don't have much more information than before, but some. There was an apartment that we were "looking into", but it fell apart (good thing it did I guess). We are now looking into another one, one that sounds better. We (me) may actually get some positive news sometime tomorrow. The plans that we had last night have gone ka-put, but maybe this new place will lead to better results...
There is only so much a person can take, right? Well I guess I am supposed to take alot. I am finding out that this is an issue with me, with my mind and everything I am as a person. I love my husband with everything I am, but I am beginning to despise the United States Military. Maybe its because we are "new" to this, maybe its because I'm lonely, maybe its just because I know he will be getting deployed sometime this summer...maybe, just maybe..
I always try to be positive about this with my children, but I do believe I have hit the bottom. I wonder how and when it is my turn to just break down and cry? My kids have done it...when do I get to express my feelings? I have the best husband in the world, to join a group of "protection"...to protect EVERYONE, I am so proud...I just didn't know I would feel so left out and alone right now.
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